Wednesday, June 30, 2004

'Lost in space…'

If Pudge was a participant in the second Phycotene study I would say that he would have probably been categorized in the 70 percentile group that had shown just a little regression after 1 month of treatment, but even that has not happened yet.

I have slowly increased the concentration and doses of Phycotene given to Pudge stemming both from impatience and desperation. Could I have possibly given Pudge too little of the treatment in the beginning and the cancer has now built up a tolerance to Phycotene? Am I now giving him too much? I have been taking the role of a scientist but the truth is I am not and with Pudge as my patient, emotional detachment not possible. Maybe its time to stop this madness, and seek professional help once again.

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